Popular food influencer and content creator, Sisi Yemmie, has opened up about the overwhelming guilt and anxiety she experienced after unexpectedly getting pregnant with her twins, which brought her number of children to five.
Speaking on Shaffy Bello’s ‘What I Know’ talk show, the YouTuber revealed that the surprise pregnancy sent her into a dark place, as she struggled with the thought of losing her career and personal freedom to the demands of a larger family.
She admitted that balancing her attention among her older children became a major challenge, leaving her feeling inadequate as a mother because she could no longer be as present or obsessed with their daily routines as she previously was.
Sisi Yemmie said: “When I got pregnant with the twins, that was all I was thinking about. I used to speak to my sister-in-law and I just used to tell her that I feel like I fell into a black hole and I cannot escape again. I felt that way because I felt like, okay, your career is going to end. You are someone serious, how do you just even get pregnant like you don’t have plans for your life? I also felt like, okay, with my other kids, were we not enough? See More/Read Original